shannonmiz
Written on Mar 29, 2016
I didn't dislike this book, which should count for something. I did, however, feel like it didn't exactly leave an impact on me in any real way. It was entertaining enough as I was reading, and the writing style was quirky and unique, which I loved. Mads and Billy were fine characters, and I felt for them and their struggles. They both come from messy home situations (as you may have guessed from the whole "woman dead in the water" thing), and have a connection to each other than only one of them knows about.
I had typed out a list of "good and not good"... and as I was typing it out I think I realized that this book was more problematic than I thought upon finishing it. I liked it in the moment, for the most part. But when going over it in my head, some things troubled me.
I felt for Mads and Billy, I did. But they were really dysfunctional on every level. Mads kept wanting to steal the baby she was a babysitter for. Billy stole dogs from his neighbors to take to the kennel he worked at. Mads was obsessed with Billy's mom, without his knowledge. Then they have a romance... which is based on lies- pretty serious ones. It did leave me a bit unsettled that the only reason they ever liked each other (or at least, that Mads liked Billy) was because she found his mom floating during a morning swim. As for their "caretakers", Mads' mom is awful- self absorbed, co-dependent, and a sorry excuse for a parent all around, and yet somehow, Billy's bullying and cruel grandma is even worse. The mental health pieces are most definitely not as in depth as I would have liked, especially considering the family histories.
Mads trying to find herself was a good thing. Billy trying to figure out his place in the world was a good thing. Mads' aunt, uncle, and cousin were lovely characters. I liked the writing style quite a bit too. But as a whole, I find that it was lacking in some of the substance I was looking for.
Bottom Line: The story itself was entertaining, and there were some very charming pieces, but I feel like it just touched the surface of suicide and mental health, and really even Billy and Mads as characters.
*Copy provided by publisher for review