Don't Look Back

by Jennifer L. Armentrout

My breath caught and I dropped the letter, scuttling back on the bed. Heart racing, I closed my eyes, but I could still see the words...

Samantha Franco has the perfect life. Until, that is, she and her best friend Cassie disappear and only Samantha resurfaces... with no knowledge of what happened.

And Cassie stays missing. Gradually, Samantha begins to piece together her memories of that night. If she can do that, she may yet be able to save her friend. And, little by little, something begins to emerge...

Then she gets the note.

Don't look back. You won't like what you find.

• ISBN10: 1423187733
• ISBN13: 9781423187738
• Publish Date: 1 April 2014
• Publish Status: Active
• Imprint: Hyperion Books
• Format: eBook
• Pages: 369
• Language: English

Reviews

[readingwithwrin]

"Because it wasn't okay- it was never going to be okay. I was stuck in this life I didn't remember, squeezed into the shell of this girl- in this Samantha Jo Franco- and the more I learned about her, the more I was starting to hate her."


Samantha was a mean girl along with her best friend Cassie. Except since the accident and Samantha losing most of her memories, she starts to relearn who she was and how she treated people. She sees how truly awful she was and wants to try and make amends for what she had done. Except her old friends and boyfriend don’t really like this new her and want the old one back.

As for her family. Well her brother likes the new her for the most part. But her parents don’t really like this new Samantha, sure they kind of like it, but they also miss something things that the old Samantha did, mostly her ex-boyfriend's family.

"I didn't want to remember the terrible things I'd said and done, but I suppose it didn't matter. Even if I couldn't remember who I was, everyone else would never forget. No matter how badly I wanted to ignore the person I used to be, I couldn't escape a past I didn't remember."

What really happened to Cassie was a surprise to me. I never would have guessed that on my own, but after we were told it was easy to see how the signs were there the whole time.
Samantha’s new romance I liked for the most part, but at times it just seemed a little weird as well considering how awful Samantha had been to him.

"You deserve someone who can give you the world, someone who can stand on his own. Do you understand me?"

What I liked the most though was Samantha’s brother and the sibling relationship they had. Even though she had treated him like dirt for quite awhile he was still there for her when no one else was. And when a certain person was trying to make her believe that she really was going crazy. Her brother was there and made sure she was always okay. Which was a good thing considering how absent her mother was throughout the whole thing.

"Things weren't perfect. They were far, far from it, but they were getting there, and I wasn't look back. Not when there were so many good things in the future."

I’m glad I gave Armentrout a second chance with this book after I didn’t enjoy her Lux series. If she writes more books like this one I can’t wait to read them.

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[melanchalina]

Дженнифер - хороший автор. Но только в рамках любовных романов, детективные лини у госпожи Арментроут хромают на все конечности. Ни один автор не дает столько подсказок и указаний на личность злодея, как Дженнифер. Я хочу сказать, этот герой буквально кричал «Эй! Я во всем виноват! Ехуууу!». Но если закрыть на этот недостаток глаза надо признать, что книга была захватывающей, буквально не оторваться.

Это история Саманты. Однажды она и ее лучшая подруга Касси пропали, но только одна из них вернулась. Сэм популярна, богата, красива, весь мир у ее ног… или так, кажется на первый взгляд. Идеальный парень, совершенные друзья, любящая семья. Но все это лишь иллюзия. И сейчас, когда девушка ничего не помнит, она должна понять, что правда, а что ложь? Какая она на самом деле – эгоистичная, самовлюбленная стерва или самая обычная девушка, которая получила второй шанс? Возможно, она не хочется становиться прежней Самантой, возможно она боится, что вместе с памятью вернуться худшие черты ее характера. Но она обязана вспомнить. Кто убил Касси? Что скрывает ее парень? И какой на самом деле Карсон – горячий парень, которого прежняя Саманта презирала, а теперь не может выкинуть из головы.

Мне нравятся любовные романы с амнезией, потерей своего я, когда герой кардинально меняется, и пытается понять какой же он настоящий? И как сильно вернувшиеся воспоминания все изменят?

Любовная линия красивая, романтичная, очень понравились отношения героини с братом. Но книга из-за предсказуемости не воспринималась как детектив, лишь как любовный роман. Не могу сказать, что книга оригинальна или что герои выделяются на фоне других, также как история «от ненависти до любви» - не подана в новом свете, но стиль Арментроут однозначно цепляет.

Моя оценка: 6,5/10

[girlinthepages]

I could do nothing else while I read this book. I carried it with me in the car, to meals, to the gym, read it while waiting at the DMV, neglected getting enough sleep to continue it, and finally finished it less than 24 hours later. It was the epitome of a can’t-put-down-until-you-know-the-ending (semi) psychological thriller.

I’ll be honest- this was the first novel I’ve read by Arementrout that wasn’t part of her Lux series, and I wasn’t sure what to expect. It was a completely different type of YA novel, a stand alone, and a different publisher (her Lux series is published by Entangled Teen while this novel is published by Disney Hyperion). I was a little hesitant going into Don’t Look Back because Armentrout has such a distinctive writing voice in the Lux series, and I was afraid that Sam would sound a lot like Katy. Thankfully, this wasn’t the case, and while JLA’s narrative style was definitely still apparent (there were some catchphrases I recognized, and she’s always great at writing swoon-worthy romantic leads) her characters were all very different to me, and the story kept me engaged throughout.

I think what I loved most about this novel is that there were so many characters and I feel like they were all fleshed out enough not only to be interesting but to be possible suspects. There’s the main character Sam, who’s fascinating because she goes from antagonist to protagonist- she’s simultaneously the character you’ll both cheer for (because of her present) and secretly want to fail (because of her past). It’s refreshing to have a YA protagonist who’s not the avaerage, mild-mannered, unassuming sweet brown haired girl. Sam was cold and cruel, and after losing her memory she has to deal with the repercussions of her choices of being a former mean girl. I loved that her character was so flawed. Her old-money family has a plethora of problems, and her mother, father, and twin brother all have interactions with her throughout the book. Every secondary character from her heinous (and I do mean heinous, because of those pictures- ugh, you’ll know what I’m referencing) boyfriend to her brother’s sweet yet working-class girlfriend is given adequate page time to make them feel relevant to the mystery, and thus to make you feel as though there’s many plausible characters with motives who could’ve potentially harmed Sam and Cassie.

One thing JLA knows how to do and do well is write a good love interest. I was immediately smitten with Carson, and I loved how he wasn’t the stereotypical “bad boy” but also exhibited traits such as a drive to go to college, a strong work ethic, and deep respect for his family. Not to mention he was sooooo swoon-worthy and the tension between him and Sam wasn’t forced, and there definitely isn’t insta-love (in my opinion anyway- yes Sam acknowledges his attractiveness right away after losing her memory and re-meeting him, but their relationship goes through a lot of repairing). I love how JLA really spends time developing the tension and interactions between her love interests (at least from what I’ve seen in the Lux series) and this book is no exception. Carson has definitely been added to my book-boyfriend list.

The plot of the novel itself is what got me hooked. As I’ve stated before, I love thrillers and this one left room for many suspects with many motives, seeing how awful Sam’s attitude was before her disappearance. It also had an element of being a psychological thriller as well as Sam’s amnesia and PTSD lead to occasional panic attacks and question her authenticity and reliability of a narrator at times (which reminded me somewhat of the Mara Dyer series). Along with the mystery regarding who assaulted Sam, there’s also the parallel mystery of what happened to Cassie, who’s still missing. Readers also struggle alongside Sam as she tries to decipher just how deep her seemingly toxic (if not a tad obsessive) relationship with Cassie ran, and what common denominator they shared that made them both targets for their joint disappearance.

As for the plot twist and reveal at the end, the culprit was someone I had briefly suspected at the beginning but had disregarded in favor of characters whom I thought were more heinous. Though once the culprit is revealed it the clues laid out seem more obvious, I really enjoyed JLA’s red herrings she placed throughout that really had me doubting the innocence of some other characters (even the ones I liked!) I did call some of the lesser plot revelations, as the story has multiple characters who have transgressions in the past that Sam can’t remember, and must re-live the trauma of finding out about them. As a thriller, this book kept me thoroughly entertained, with multiple viable suspects, and never hit a lull or drag for me.

Were there any issues with the story for me? Well, no book is perfect, but I found that the issues I had were so minor they didn’t really hinder my reading experience at all, and were more afterthoughts. I don’t have any sort of medical/psychological background so I can’t vouch for the validity of the type of amnesia Sam had (although a good friend psychology major of mine assured me that it does happen, though the victims rarely get their memories back in such a situation). I also found it a bit odd that she had shed most of her mean girl ways once she lost her memory, begging the question of whether attitude (and evil/cruelty) is a nature or nurture thing. The concept was fascinating though, rediscovering the narrator’s entire life alongside her and wondering for yourself what you would do at this point if you woke up with no memory of who you were, and to what extent that would give you a blank slate to start your life over.

Overall: Don’t Look Back gets 5/5 stars from me because it had a large and well-written cast of characters, a plot that I couldn’t put down, and a swoon-worthy romance, and I wouldn’t expect anything less from Jennifer L. Armentrout. Bonus points for her ability to write great, lengthy series as well as impressive stand alone novels, which are a bit of a rarity in YA. Jennifer L. Armentrout is an auto-buy, auto-read, and auto-enjoy author for me, and Don’t Look Back solidifies her position as a top YA author in my mind.

[catiebug]

This was my first Jennifer L. Armentrout book and I absolutely loved it. I love these mystery/psychological thriller books.

I was sucked in from the very first page and on the edge of my seat the whole time.