Reviewed by Joséphine on
Dylan had been completely cut off from her friends. Nobody wanted to talk to her. This meant that she had an awful lot of time on her hands. As expected, she spent a good deal of that time online. Eventually she stumbled upon some blogs of homeschooled fundamentalist Christian girls. Their lives couldn't be any more different from Dylan's. The more Dylan read, the more fascinated she became. After some time, lurking was no longer enough for her. She decided to keep her own blog. Except, she didn't blog as Dylan. She took on an alter ego. Her alter ego was every bit as pious as these girls, striving to be that good Christian girl that her parents could be proud of and her siblings could look up to. Offline, she only had a brother who thought these girls were nuts and parents who had no interest in religion. Since Dylan had no friends to turn to anyway, she spent her time thinking up things that Faith could share with the blogging community in order to fit in with these girls.
What intrigued me about this premise was the extent to which people can pretend to be someone completely different on the Internet. It's curious how long anyone can keep up such an online persona without anyone finding out who really sits behind the screen. Moral questions arose as well, as she lied to people not only about her identity but also about her beliefs. Dylan didn't believe in God, and only looked upon practices of these fundamentalist Christians with morbid fascination. Conversion wasn't on her mind when she started out blogging. Yet she developed a friendship with one of these girls who truly believed Faith was for real.
Even though I obviously disagree with Dylan's actions, I was very much taken in by Faking Faith. Online subcultures and resultant relationships can be rather ambiguous. Terms like IRL (in real life) float around, indicating that maybe the online world isn't real. But to bloggers it is. Bloggers after all, are real people, they just extend their lives into virtual spaces. So while taking on the identity of Faith might not have been a big deal to Dylan when she got into it, to the other girls, I wagered, that discovery could be a major blow. And so I kept waiting for exactly that to happen. But along the way Faking Faith managed to evade my expectations as the plot developed surfaced. Events that were clearly stupid unfolded and yet they came to be very eye-opening to Dylan. That's why despite some of the plot holes, on a grand scheme, I appreciated Faking Faith for the larger themes.
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- 8 March, 2014: Finished reading
- 8 March, 2014: Reviewed