Scars Like Wings by Erin Stewart

Scars Like Wings

by Erin Stewart

Everyone has scars. Some are just easier to see ...

16-year-old Ava Lee is heading back to school one year after a house fire left her severely disfigured. She’s used to the names, the stares, the discomfort, but there’s one name she hates most of all: Survivor. What do you call someone who didn’t mean to survive? Who sometimes wishes she hadn’t?

When she meets a fellow survivor named Piper at therapy, Ava begins to feel like she’s not facing the nightmare alone. Piper helps Ava reclaim the pieces of Ava Before the Fire, a normal girl who kissed boys and sang on stage. But Piper is fighting her own battle, and when Ava almost loses her best friend, she must decide if the new normal she’s chasing has more to do with the girl in the mirror — or the people by her side. 

The beautiful, life-affirming debut from Erin Stewart that's being called the YA answer to Wonder. Perfect for fans of Jandy Nelson, Nicola Yoon and John Green.

“A heartfelt and unflinching look at the reality of being a burn survivor and at the scars we all carry. This book is for everyone, burned or not, who has ever searched for a light in the darkness.” – Stephanie Nielson, New York Times bestselling author of HEAVEN IS HERE and a burn survivor

"A gripping story, which examines what it means to survive." - i newspaper
 

Reviewed by Amber (The Literary Phoenix) on

5 of 5 stars

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Disclaimer: I received this book for free from NetGalley and Delacorte in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.

I had zero expectations for this book, and it blew me away. What a fantastic debut.

Scars Like Wings combines so many of the things I enjoy in contemporaries, and attached them to an amazing girl and an important topic. How many times have we judged people by their outside, or thought less of them because of some sort of difference that makes us, for no good reason, feel uncomfortable? Difference is not something people like to talk about. Because we all want to believe we have no unconscious bias and that we are all perfect humans.

Ava is the sole survivor of a fire that killed in her parents and her cousin. After a year, she has reached the point where she can go back to school… and that’s terrifying. Ava is acutely aware of her appearance and tuned to the way people react to her. She decides, before walking in the door, it will be a nightmare. Ava’s transformation is fantastic in this book. I really appreciate the emphasis on “not okay”. As in… things are not okay, but lets find the “new normal”.

One of the things that stuck out to me the most was the twisting and turning of the relationships. In Scars Like Wings, there’s no villains and no heroes. I really enjoyed the complexity of all the characters and that the relationships were not just surface-deep. There were multiple stories being told here, and it was great.

The writing style is also very good. Erin Stewart is never preachy. She’s not flowery. The characters’ sarcasm comes through easily, without excessive (exhaustive) interpretation. It was really easy to get into the flow of this one. I read it in one sitting, over a couple of hours. It was a quick read that changed its tone subtly and made you love ALL the characters. All of them. Even the ones you thought you were supposed to hate at the beginning.

Scars Like Wings takes a topic most of us are uncomfortable with a makes it vulnerable and tangible. Even if you have not experienced severe physical trauma, you can relate to the flood of Ava’s raw emotions. The end was so filled with hope and determination that I teared up a little. I loved it.

Some small asides: I really liked all the Broadway musical references! I was totally obsessed with Broadway musicals at Ava’s age and I’m pretty sure I got all the references and am quite pleased. I also liked that Ava didn’t need someone to call her “beautiful” to find worth in herself. And I really like the bold simplicity of the cover.

In short – great book, great characters, great debut. I’ll be watching for Erin Stewart’s next story.

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