Reviewed by nannah on
Sorry, I just couldn't make it. There should be content warnings on books!
Content warnings:
SUICIDE IDEATION
SUICIDE ATTEMPTS
Okay, so I'm extremely depressed and deal with suicidal ideation at least multiple times each month. This book, described on the blurb as "uplifting", described by me after a few chapters as a book version of "Up" without the balloons and traveling across the world, seemed like a heartwarming escape.
Then I read on. Chapter four (or five? I don't want to check) had the protag actually attempt suicide, thinking things over Very Thoroughly before attempting it. He was interrupted/it failed, but it didn't matter. The damage was done for me.
This continued for Every Other Chapter before I got around halfway and quit.
Every other chapter this protag tried to commit suicide in different ways!
For someone who's depressed and already suffers from suicide ideation regularly, this is like someone anonymously urging me on! Every time I read the protag thinking things through, I was like: "Well, that doesn't sound like such a bad way to go, either. Maybe *I* can do that, too." Especially due to the nonchalant way of the protagonist's thinking.
It was awful. A simple warning somewhere on the goodreads summary would've spared all this ... A lot of YA summaries are adopting this, but apparently for adults it's unneeded?
Anyway, I'm getting too bitter, so I'll stop here. I really didn't have any problems with the characters, prose, storytelling, etc. That's why I'm not giving it a rating.
Reading updates
- Started reading
- 3 April, 2019: Finished reading
- 3 April, 2019: Reviewed