I don't know how to feel. It's been a wild few days reading all these books. I found a word that really ties together what I feel. "Saudade". I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do now that I've finished the series. I miss reading it. I'm happy with the way it ended, even though it was a little chaotic. There was so much growth in this book. I laughed, I cried a number of times, I sweat, I danced, I got shot, I ate, and I had many epiphanies. Either way, a satisfying conclusion. Sad it's over.