Fangirl

by Rainbow Rowell

[Ashley]

I liked Fangirl but I'm disappointed because I wanted to love it, but I don't think I did. I had highs and lows with Fangirl. Sometimes I really liked it and felt like it was so easy for me to relate to Cath and her experiences. But then there were times where I was bored or disappointed or just not all that invested.

I really liked how Fangirl was so uncertain and awkward—that pretty much rocked. I loved some of the small details like how Cath didn't eat at the dining hall for the longest time because she felt awkward about figuring out the system. Like where do you get your food? Which line do you get in? What food to you get? Where do you sit? I totally remember those college days! And I also enjoyed a the writing aspect. I may not have liked Simon Snow that much (see below), but I liked Cath as a writer. In some ways she felt like a blogger because she was constantly writing things, had loyal readers, etc.

But a lot of tiny things irked me. For example: I was annoyed that Levi was a nice guy and then did something stupid before he and Cath even started dating. Why give me a bad feeling about a relationship before it even starts? Then I was annoyed at Cath for forgiving him when I was still mad at him and not ready to let it go. Then there was a similar thing with Wren.. I was pissed at Wren and I was a bit annoyed that Cath forgave her so easily when I was still holding a grudge.

And the fanfiction itself—Simon Snow—I didn't click with it. I think I was mad that it seemed like a lame Harry Potter ripoff and yet was apparently even more popular than Harry Potter. The problem was that Simon Snow wasn't just a replacement Harry Potter, where Simon Snow is super famous and Harry Potter doesn't exist at all. Instead, they both exist but Simon Snow completely trumps Harry Potter. And given that Simon Snow was such a blatant Harry Potter ripoff (magical world, school of magic, a Harry/Draco relationship, some kind of chosen kid, etc.), I completely cannot buy that. I accept that maybe something could overtake Harry Potter one day, but not something in the exact same story universe...

And on top of that, there were random Simon Snow excerpts scattered throughout the book and... they kind of bored me. They felt so disjointed, like I was being thrown in and out of another story at random points. I had a hard time stringing them together to get a good overall picture of the story. It just seemed like: random excerpt from chapter 2, random excerpt from fan fiction chapter 8, random excerpt from chapter 14, random excerpt from fanfiction chapter 10, etc. And after a while, I just really didn't care about them and wanted to skip them. I also don't feel like they added to the story. At first the chapters were helpful to get to understand Simon Snow a little, but once I "got" it, the chapters were completely unnecessary and didn't actually assist with the plot much at all (except the chapters that Cath was actually reading out loud, but those were separate).

And finally.. the ending. I thought the ending was very disappointing. There were a lot of build-ups towards the end—the last Simon Snow book coming out, Cath struggling to finish her own fanfiction, Cath struggling with her fiction writing class, Cath's relationship with Levi and whether or not it would survive the summer, etc.—but then the book ended so suddenly. It's almost like it just dropped off. Some of those things got half wrapped up, but others didn't get wrapped up at all! It left me questioning what the point was to a lot of it.

I know my review has been positive-negative-negative-negative-negative.. but I didn't hate Fangirl. I think I just feel really passionately about the things that bothered me, so they're hogging all the attention in this review. But I do understand why so many people loved this book. Unfortunately, I let a few things dig their way in and annoy the crap out of me. But the whole point about there being highs and lows really rings true for me. There were some moments where I adored the book and didn't want to put it down, but then there were others where I was sick of it and was ready for it to end. I am upset that I didn't love it more though, because I kind of thought I would!