If I Stay by Gayle Forman

If I Stay (If I Stay, #1)

by Gayle Forman

In a single moment, everything changes. Seventeen year-old Mia has no memory of the accident; she can only recall riding along the snow-wet Oregon road with her family. Then, in a blink, she finds herself watching as her own damaged body is taken from the wreck...

A sophisticated, layered, and heartachingly beautiful story about the power of family and friends, the choices we all makeā€”and the ultimate choice Mia commands.

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4 of 5 stars

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Review first appeared on Fantasy is More Fun

My Initial Reaction...


If I Stay is such a devastating story! I never did actually cry - but my eyes watered several times. I think I expected the sadness, so it didn't hit me quite as hard.

The Narration...


The narration was really good - Kirsten Potter did a fantastic job with the voice. What I really liked about the audio, though, was the integration of music. Music has a big role in If I Stay and they did an excellent job with the timing and feel with their selections. I've seen music added that has a pretty corny effect, but this was not that at all.

The Good...


I think what makes If I Stay so powerful is that it's so incredibly REAL. A car accident that changes you and your family's life forever is more than possible, it happens all the time. And when it's so believable, it's so easy to put yourself in the character's place and think about how you would feel and respond. I think that was what made me almost cry each time - I saw my own parents and most especially, my own little brother - and it was devastating.

And as much as I could substitute my own family - these characters are complete and complex. They have their quirks and I loved getting to know them through Mia's flashbacks. I was surprised by how many characters - not just family members but best friend and grandparents and so on that we got to know and care for from Mia's perspective.

The Bad...


My only complaint probably isn't a fair one and probably wouldn't bother most people. I got frustrated by how uncertain Mia was about what she wanted to do. I guess for me, the decision would have been simple and I know exactly what it would have depended on. But I'm older than Mia and at her age, I probably would have been less certain too.

Concluding Sentiments...


I read this super fast and was really happy that I already had Where She Went waiting for me, because there's no way you can wait!

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