One Step Closer to You by Alice Peterson

One Step Closer to You

by Alice Peterson

Everything Polly does, she does for her son Louis. Leaving her abusive partner, struggling to overcome alcoholism: she will do whatever it takes to keep Louis safe and happy.

Then Polly meets Ben. After years of heartache, could Ben give Polly the happiness she thought she'd never find again? Ben himself is struggling with acting as guardian to his orphaned niece Emily, and he and Polly bond over trying to be good parents.

Just as Polly thinks her life may be turning around, the unthinkable happens. When her new life balances on a knife edge, will she be able to stay strong for Louis one more time?

A tearjerking pageturner that will stay with you for ever, One Step Closer to You is perfect for fan of Jill Childs, Jodi Picoult and Lisa Wingate.

What readers are saying:

'An amazing story about addiction, love, family and the strength and courage of one woman, with twists and turns. I can honestly not recommend this book enough so please if you're looking, get this one it won't disappoint. I finished a couple of days ago and still am thinking about Polly, it gets you that way, truly amazing and inspiring' Emma

'Gripping, emotional, uplifting and inspirational' Jill

'Full of hope, sensitivity, bags of emotion (hankys at the ready...) and touching humility ... a fair degree of mystery and tension too' Sarah-Jane

'Would recommend to anyone who loved Jojo Moyes' S. O'Hare

'As the story progressed I couldn't put the book down; I felt as though I really needed to get answers and find out how the novel ended. And I was not at all disappointed' Ismay2012

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Since I read Monday To Friday Man by Alice Peterson, I have quickly become a fan of her work and have devoured her previous three novels (the aforementioned Monday To Friday Man; By My Side & Ten Years On). I really enjoy her books, and with her latest novel One Step Closer To You, it's being touted as perfect for fans of Jojo Moyes and Lucy Dillon and would you believe that I adore both of those authors? I couldn't wait to get stuck in and see if the blurbs lived up to the inside of the novel and I am very, very happy and chuffed to say that they do. They really do. Of the four Alice Peterson novels I have now read, this is definitely my favourite.

One Step Closer To You is a very interesting novel. It's multi-layered, with the kind of story that swings back and forth from the present to the past, clueing us in on Polly's life before and that's quite important because very early on we learn that Polly is living a sober life. It was somewhat of a surprise, somewhat out of the blue, as it's not hinted at in any way until Polly just comes out and says it. I've not read many novels about addiction before (I've read two in fact - Rachel's Holiday by Marian Keyes and Best Kept Secret by Amy Hatvany, the latter was magnificent) and I always like to read more about something that's entirely alien to me. I've grown up with two parents, happy as Larry, so it's somewhat baffling to read Polly's story and read she started drinking at 11. At 11 I didn't even know what alcohol was. But I can't judge because I don't know - perhaps I was just a very sheltered 11-year-old? Who knows!

I liked that the novel showed that you can fix your life. You can go to AA meetings, and have a sponsor, and you can completely turn your life around, and I very much admired Polly for that (and Ben, come to think of it). It can't be easy giving up on something you're so dependant on (and the before scenes we see are horrible - we as the reader are all aware Polly is an alcoholic and she just can't see it and it was heartbreaking. Seeing her pregnant and drinking, in labour, and drinking...) and I admire Polly for pulling through. Not only did she have to beat the alcohol but there was also her destructive relationship with the odious Matt to get free of. He was an awful man. I liked that her new life was simpler. She had a job, she looked after Louis, and then when Ben came on the scene (oh, Ben!) they fell into a very easy friendship, with lots of things in common; staying sober, raising children by themselves (in Ben's case, Emily isn't even his daughter, but his niece), and they click from the off, and it's quite beautiful to see how they help each other be better, and keep each other company.

The blurb for the novel mentions the return of Matthew which, after reading the novel, surprises me because it happens so late on. It left me on tenterhooks for the whole book, waiting for Matthew to return and the shoe to drop. It was awful, actually, because I suspected nothing good would come out of the return of the scumbag. Though I did appreciate knowing beforehand because otherwise it might have annoyed me even more. It was a typical Chick Lit reunion, which always makes me angsty, and was probably the only sore point of the novel for me. But, it wasn't too awful, so I can't complain that much! Apart from that one bit of unpleasantness, I really enjoyed the book. I loved that it delved into Polly's history and we learned how she had come to live the life she lives today, Peterson did that really well, giving us Polly's story in snippets, to leave me wanting more, each time we were done with Polly's past. Polly's present, however, was the pull for me. Her easy friendship was Ben was just the best part of the novel, with Polly and Hugo's relationship a close second (I want a brother like Hugo!!!). This is definitely my favourite of Alice Peterson's novels - One Step Closer To You is warm, and refreshingly honest. I couldn't recommend it more!This review was originally posted on Girls Love To Read

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