Before You Knew My Name by Jacqueline Bublitz

Before You Knew My Name

by Jacqueline Bublitz

A GOOD HOUSEKEEPING BOOK OF THE YEAR

'The most wonderful book. Unusual, beautiful, feminist, gripping, deserves to win prizes. I loved it so much.' Marian Keyes

'A brave and timely novel which will fuel the debate on women's rights to walk safely through our streets. I raced through the pages, anxious for resolution, yet at the same time not wanting this beautiful writing to finish.' Clare Mackintosh


This is not just another novel about a dead girl.


When she arrived in New York on her 18th birthday carrying nothing but $600 cash and a stolen camera, Alice was looking for a fresh start. Now, just one month later, she is the city's latest Jane Doe, an unidentified murder victim.

Ruby Jones is also trying to start over; she travelled halfway around the world only to find herself lonelier than ever. Until she finds Alice Lee's body by the Hudson River.

From this first, devastating encounter, the two women form an unbreakable bond. Alice is sure that Ruby is the key to solving the mystery of her life - and death. And Ruby - struggling to forget what she saw that morning - finds herself unable to let Alice go. Not until she is given the ending she deserves.

Before You Knew My Name doesn't ask whodunnit. Instead, this powerful, hopeful novel asks: Who was she? And what did she leave behind? The answers might surprise you.

'An exquisitely written, absolutely devastating novel, which gives a voice to all the women who never made it home.' Red

'I fell head over heels in love with this heartbreaking, beautiful and hugely important novel. Jacqueline Bublitz's prose is luminous and the up-all-night, just-one-more-page plot is brilliantly clever and original. Everyone should read this book.' Rosie Walsh, author of The Man Who Didn't Call

'A really remarkable book - so fresh and original. I've never read anything quite like this.' Laura Barnett, author of The Versions of Us

'I was mesmerised by this exquisitely written, heartbreaking, lyrical story of friendship from beyond the grave.' Jane Corry, author of My Husband's Wife

Reviewed by Quirky Cat on

3.5 of 5 stars

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Before You Knew My Name caught my attention because it makes big promises – two women, one mystery, and a feminist thriller. Um, yes, please! Also, gotta say that I like the cover. Not sure what it is I like, maybe the colors?

Alice Lee and Ruby Jones are very different women, but both have turned to New York City for their second chance. For Alice, she arrived with only the items she could carry, only to meet a dark fate.

As for Ruby...she's hoping this will be a chance to reinvent herself. Or rather, that is what she had been hoping. But finding a body has a way of changing one's perspective, wouldn't you say? Now she is integrally tied to Alice's story.

"The story," she says, "always belonged to Alice."

Wow. Having just finished Before You Knew My Name, I'm still processing everything that happened. This was one hell of a debut, and it packs quite the emotional punch. It also makes you think and is delightfully poignant. In other words, it is very much worth the read.

Before diving into Before You Knew My Name, I knew that one of the two leading characters would die. This is no secret. I was interested but also hesitant. Sometimes books of this style can be depressing, you know? But something about Before You Knew My Name worked for me.

Bublitz's writing does a brilliant job of capturing complex and complicated themes. Grief, loss, death, consent, the nature of attachment, it's all there – and so much more. It made for a heavy read, but it was also a deeply powerful experience.

If you're looking for a book that will burrow under your skin and make you stop and think, please take the time to pick up and read Before You Knew My Name. It's worth it.

Thanks to Atria/Emily Bestler Books and #NetGalley for making this book available for review. All opinions expressed are my own.

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