My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell

My Dark Vanessa

by Kate Elizabeth Russell

An instant New York Times and Sunday Times bestseller

'A package of dynamite' Stephen King

'Powerful, compulsive, brilliant' Marian Keyes

'Takes a grip on the reader and never lets go' Hilary Mantel

An era-defining novel about the relationship between a fifteen-year-old girl and her teacher

ALL HE DID WAS FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AND THE WORLD TURNED HIM INTO A MONSTER

Vanessa Wye was fifteen-years-old when she first had sex with her English teacher.

She is now thirty-two and in the storm of allegations against powerful men in 2017, the teacher, Jacob Strane, has just been accused of sexual abuse by another former student.

Vanessa is horrified by this news, because she is quite certain that the relationship she had with Strane wasn't abuse. It was love. She's sure of that.

Forced to rethink her past, to revisit everything that happened, Vanessa has to redefine the great love story of her life - her great sexual awakening - as rape. Now she must deal with the possibility that she might be a victim, and just one of many.

Nuanced, uncomfortable, bold and powerful, My Dark Vanessa goes straight to the heart of some of the most complex issues of our age.

Reviewed by britmlewis on

5 of 5 stars

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I read this book in essentially one sitting, and I'd be surprised if most don't. If you've ever been in an abusive relationship of any kind, and particularly one involving pedophilia, I will say this may be triggering. Russell authentically captured the psychological dissonance many victims feel, and as a reader, it's frustrating - but I think it will be recognizable to anyone who has had a similar experience. It's dark, twisted, and filled with characters whose necks you'll want to ring, but there are also glimmers of hope and humanity.

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