Romancing the Dark in the City of Light

by Ann Jacobus

[bookishzelda]

Romancing the Dark in the City of Light has a really interesting beginning. Summer is bent on finding someone to hold hands with and be with. This simple thing is actually based off of so many crazy things in her life. Summer is drowning and looking for a lifeline and we watch her deal with depression, substance dependency/abuse and suicidal thoughts.

The third person threw me off a bit and gave it a little bit more of a haunting lyrical feel. Summer is an alcoholic substance abuser. By not being in first person we don’t know what demons she is really fighting in her head. If gives you a disconnect with the character that I actually think works really well for this novel.

I have a complicated relationship with Summer. A part of me likes her and feels bad for her. The other part of me is really bothered by her and her drinking problem. Which isn’t fair, she is obviously suffering from depression but doesn’t take her meds. I have too many of my own family that I’ve watch get stuck in the cycle. I have to say that this is one of the most unique main characters I have ever read. The further I got into the novel the more I found myself wanting Summer to beat her demons.

I realized I kept thinking of Kurt as death. Like he was the grim reaper walking around. He represented a different life for Summer. There are many things that happen with Kurt and I had my suspicions early on about him. So things fell into place for me.

Moony is Summer’s lighthouse. Although he has his own struggles he makes Summer see how she hurts other people. I think it was something that she didn’t really think about before him.

The plot of this book is very unique with the way it deals with Summer’s struggle with substance abuse, depression and suicide. It shows that heredity can contribute and how you can hide something like this from people close to you. People who look they other way and are in denial, not necessarily because they don’t love you but don’t want it to be true. How reckless behavior is sometimes a cry for help. When you start to feel like you have nothing to lose.

If you are looking for something different then this is definitely it. You’ll find yourself attach to Summer in a unique way and go from being frustrated with her, to really rooting for her at the end.