After Zero by Christina Collins

After Zero

by Christina Collins

This award winning book offers kids an authentic depiction of selective mutism and a story of the experience of middle school interactions and mental illness.
Elise carries a notebook full of tallies, each page marking a day spent at her new public school, each stroke of her pencil marking a word spoken. A word that can't be taken back. Five tally marks isn't so bad. Two is pretty good. But zero? Zero is perfect. Zero means no wrong answers called out in class, no secrets accidentally spilled, no conversations to agonize over at night when sleep is far away.
But now months have passed, and Elise isn't sure she could speak even if she wanted to—not to keep her only friend, Mel, from drifting further away—or to ask if anyone else has seen her English teacher's stuffed raven come to life. Then, the discovery of a shocking family secret helps Elise realize that her silence might just be the key to unlocking everything she's ever hoped for...
A 2019 Notable Children's Books in the Language Arts (NCTE)
A 2018 Cybils Nominee
A Texas Lone Star Reading List title
"Powerful and poetic."—John David Anderson, author of Posted and Ms. Bixby's Last Day
"This tender and truthful book stays with you long after the words have gone."—Patricia Forde, author of The List
"A must read. After Zero reminds us of so many loved ones of those suffering from anxiety or depressive disorders. It is a story that will hopefully foster empathy and maybe even communication with our 'quiet' peers."—Wesley King, author of OCDaniel
Age Level: 8 and up | Grade Level: 3 to 7
Great for parents and educators looking for:A story that addresses middle school social interactions, grief, loss and mental illnessA story that depicts selective mutism authentically

Reviewed by Leah on

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This was such an interesting read - you have no idea how many times I’ve wanted the ground to swallow me up because I’ve said something I wasn’t supposed to or I’ve put my foot in it completely and I completely related to Elise. I don’t know a lot about mutism and so this really opened my eyes, especially with all of the side effects and other things going on.

I just wanted to hug her, because her life was just so awful like her mom not really being very affectionate and not celebrating her birthday and her so-called friends being jerks because why not? It honestly made me want to cry because I can relate to that second one so hard. I had friends who weren’t proper friends, who could be mean for no reason.

A really sweet, eye-opening read.

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