This book is my first, after aspiring to write since third grade, writing poetry in the 6th, and continuing all my life-- I was always mediocre, except this ambition-- scholastically, and in terms of talent and looks, business. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective, depressive at 21, after a near-suicide attempt, medicated and endured side effects, until haldol took my inner voice, and the voices persecuting me away-- left with anxiety and sleeplessness. Worked retail and drank, shell shocked, for ten years. Lost friends, nearly was homeless, got sober in detox and halfway house, and went back to school, and focused on finally trying to finish some books after graduating in 2012. This was my first, though my submissions were rejected, and I have spent more money than I ever made with my writing. This was my first book-- writing the obvious as a schizo idiot, more to follow--
- ISBN13 9781678102692
- Publish Date 28 January 2020 (first published 27 January 2020)
- Publish Status Out of Print
- Out of Print 4 February 2021
- Publish Country GB
- Imprint Lulu Press Inc
- Format eBook
- Language English