Sam@WLABB
Written on Apr 26, 2019
My emotions! My emotions! My heart was cracking in half during the early chapters of this books. It is always heartbreaking to read about children, who are thrust into grownup situations, caring for their grownup, when that grownup should really be caring for them. I sniffled and cried as Fig related how she paid the bills and made sure there was food, but what really killed me, was the isolation she suffered due to her peers, who lacked empathy and compassion. To make matters worse, Fig had to deal with the fear of being separated from the only parent she had ever known.
But, Melleby allayed my fears by inserting a new neighbor into their lives, Mark. Fig first called on Mark out of fear during a storm, but Mark and Fig's dad develop a friendship, which eventually grew into more. The new situation left Fig feeling like the odd-man out, and these emotions, combined with her own fear of losing her father, on top of her discovering her feelings for another girl was a lot for Fig to process.
Fig made it through her hurricane season ok, because there was always love in her home. Her father may have had vicious mood swings, but when he was "present", he was a caring and doting father.
I found this to be a very beautiful story, and I really appreciated Melleby's approach to the various issues she explored, especially dad's mental illness. At one point, we learned that Fig's dad was bipolar, and there was never discussion of a "cure". Rather, they talk about managing the symptoms, the difficulties of finding the right medications, and how the highs and lows may return every now and again. I felt it was an honest depiction of the challenges faced by those with mental illnesses and their loved ones, and was grateful that Melleby approached it that way.
Overall: A lovely and honest exploration of one girl's struggle to understand her father's illness while maintain her connection to him, which was emotional and touching, as well as hopeful.
*ARC provided in exchange for an honest review.
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