I Must Betray You: A powerful, heart-breaking thriller based on real events. The winner of the Yoto Carnegie Shadowers' Choice Medal for Writing 2023

by Ruta Sepetys

Edoardo Ballerini (Narrator) and Ruta Sepetys (Narrator)

Trapped by an evil dictatorship, will Cristian be forced to betray his family or will he risk everything he loves to resist? A bestselling YA thriller based on real events, from a prizewinning author.

Cristian has lived his entire life in the grip of a repressive dictatorship. The country is governed by fear. When the secret police blackmail him, Cristian has an impossible choice. Save the life of his sick grandfather by informing on his family, or risk his life - and all of theirs - by resisting?

At 17, Cristian dreams of being free but doesn't know where to turn. In this climate of constant suspicion, can he trust his best friend, his girlfriend or even his family?

Closely based on the real events of the Romanian Revolution of 1989, this is a powerful, heart-breaking thriller from the author of Salt to the Sea, winner of the Carnegie Medal.

(P) 2022 Listening Library

• ISBN10: 1444970763
• ISBN13: 9781444970760
• Publish Date: 4 August 2022 (first published 1 February 2022)
• Publish Status: Active
• Publish Country: GB
• Publisher: Hachette Children's Group
• Imprint: Hodder Children's Books
• Edition: Unabridged edition
• Format: Audiobook (MP3)
• Duration: 7 hours and 11 minutes
• Language: English

Reviews

[Quirky Cat]

I'll confess: I put off reading I Must Betray You for a couple of months. Why? Ruta Sepetys' last novel absolutely wrecked me, so I had to prepare myself for this latest novel emotionally. We all know the writing will be spectacular and thus hit us right in the feels as always.

The year is 1989 in Romania. Christian Florescu is a seventeen-year-old kid who should be spending his time worried about normal teenage stuff. Instead, he's worried for his family, friends, country, and future.

This worry compounds when Christian finds himself on the raw end of blackmail. Now, he must become an informer, which requires him to betray everyone and everything he loves. Or he can lay down his life—neither sound appealing.

“This never knowing, it weakens us,” Bunu would say. “It’s a form of control. They know exactly what they’re doing.”

Wow. I don't know how Ruta Sepetys does it, but her work is always so beautifully (and painfully) emotional and human. It is impossible to do anything other than feel for the characters in her story, as it feels like we're transported in time, only allowed to watch the story as it unfolds.

I Must Betray You very much lives up to the high expectations readers like to have. It is brilliant, tense, and incredibly emotional. Likewise, it doesn't shy away from the graphic nature of the events that occurred in 1989. Readers might want to consider themselves warned on that count.

The chapters were surprisingly short, yet that actually made the larger story more approachable. It was easier to take it in through these little bursts, giving our hearts a chance to recover before moving on to the next event.

Christian's character is a solid foundation on which this story was built. I sincerely just wanted to reach out and hug the kid as he struggled his way through so many things. It's hard to put into words how this story made me feel. At least I know I'm not alone in those feelings.

I think I Must Betray You may be my favorite Ruta Sepetys book (to date – give it time, and I'm sure I'll fall in love with the next release. I always do), which is saying something. So please, go ahead and read I Must Betray You; you won't regret it.

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[Terri M. LeBlanc]

What an intense story of one young man's fight for freedom in a world where everyone is suspicious of you.

I received this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review.