Leah
Written on Jul 20, 2011
It feels wrong to say this, but I enjoyed reading about Unbearable Lightness. I'm not a big fan of the way I look - is anybody? - and I find it interesting how even beautiful people like Portia struggle too with their bodies. I mean, when you see Portia de Rossi, you don't think she's fat, do you? I certainly don't and never have done and I found her story to be an eye-opener. Because of the synopsis, I DID expect the book to focus more on her recovery from anorexia, but instead the book actually focuses on how she got there in the first place. How she became an actress, how she moved to LA from her native Australia and how she descended into dieting hell. Her honesty is raw and although at times I did worry it was a bit too informative - it's like a manual on how to become anorexic and there ARE people out there who will see it as such, though I suspect Portia wasn't going for that angle! Anorexia is usually only something I read about in magazines so to get such a look into Portia's life and the rigorous way she maintained her diet was something else. My main emotion throughout the book was sympathy. Here Portia was, making her break in Hollywood, and she should have been enjoying it and yet she was stuck in an endless dieting circle, it made me so sad.
I did feel short changed by the fact Portia's recovery spanned all of 30 pages. Without sounding macabre, I wanted to see her struggle in its entirety, not just something pigeon-holed at the back where she can tell us she's recovered as much as someone who's anorexic can. I also wanted to read about her and Ellen, because it seems as if Ellen helped a lot, despite the fact Portia was more of less better when they finally started dating in 2004. Overall, the book was well worth reading and I am so pleased I purchased it for myself. I learned a lot about an illness I never really knew much about and it must have been such a painful journey for Portia to drag it all back up again to write about it. A lot of people will be able to see themselves in Portia's book, even those who don't suffer from an eating disorder because everybody in the world at some point or another wants a slimmer stomach or less bulky thighs, that's just how the world seemingly is now. There's an all-encompassing desire to be stick-thin, to be perfect and the worst thing is perfect is not attainable. Portia is proof of that; no matter how much she dieted she was still never happy with her body and her novels speaks that. I applaud her for writing the book, I really do.