The Inside Out
17 primary works • 18 total works
Book 1
The journal comes to Sara McMillan by chance, when she inherits the key to an abandoned storage locker belonging to a woman named Rebecca. Sara can't resist peeking at the entries inside . . . and finds a scintillating account of Rebecca's affair with an unnamed lover, a relationship drenched in ecstasy and wrapped in dark secrets.
Obsessed with discovering Rebecca's destiny after the entries come to an abrupt end, Sara does more than observe the players in the woman's life; she immerses herself in the high-stakes art gallery world Rebecca inhabited-and is magnetically drawn to two men. Which one seduced Rebecca with his masterful and commanding touch and brought her fantasies to exquisite life? On a daringly erotic escapade, Sara follows Rebecca's path to fulfill her own hidden longings. But after she tastes the forbidden pleasures Rebecca savored, will Sara be helpless to escape the same submissive fate?
Book 1
Book 2
In Volume 1: The Seduction, Rebecca meets the rich, darkly alluring man who will draw her into a passionate, intense affair and tempt her into erotic experiences she never thought she would dare.
Rebecca’s Lost Journals can be read on their own, or in the following order with the “Inside Out Trilogy” books:
If I Were You
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 1-4
Being Me
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 5
Revealing Us
Book 3
In Volume 2: The Contract, Rebecca is faced with a contract to be a submissive that she’s not certain about signing—and her would-be Master has unusual methods of convincing her.
Rebecca’s Lost Journals can be read on their own, or in the following order with the “Inside Out Trilogy” books:
If I Were You
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 1-4
Being Me
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 5
Revealing Us
Book 4
In Volume 3: His Submissive, Rebecca must decide just how far she will go with the darkly intense man she’s falling in love with. And does she dare believe that he will ever love her, too?
Rebecca’s Lost Journals can be read on their own, or in the following order with the “Inside Out Trilogy” books:
If I Were You
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 1-4
Being Me
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 5
Revealing Us
Book 5
In Volume 4: My Master, it’s Rebecca turn to claim control and set the limits in her relationship with her Master.
Rebecca’s Lost Journals can be read on their own, or in the following order with the “Inside Out Trilogy” books:
If I Were You
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 1-4
Being Me
Rebecca’s Lost Journals, Vol. 5
Revealing Us
Book 6
When Sara seeks answers about Rebecca from sexy, tormented artist Chris Merit, she discovers things about herself she never knew. Chris forces Sara to learn who she truly is and what she truly wants from life, but not before the damage that created his dark desires threatens to tear them apart. Her boss, Mark Compton, offers her the shelter to understand just what those desires mean to her, and what they might have meant to Rebecca. But can she trust him to lead her to a final conclusion to Rebecca's story? And where will that leave Sara and Chris?
Book 6
Book 7
In her private journals, Rebecca laid bare her soul, revealing her obsession for the one man whose erotic demands captivated her imagination—and enslaved her forever. Now, with Rebecca no longer in his life, her former Master is lost—questioning everything he thought he knew about himself, and the control he holds in such high regard. One woman will reach out to heal him and then turn away, leaving him haunted. She is nothing he thought he wanted, and somehow everything he needs. He tells himself to forget her, but he cannot escape his desire for her. He has to have more...
Book 8
Book 8
Book 9
In a world where my only escape has been my art, Sara has been the light in my darkness. And there is darkness, the kind of inky black that can bleed from my life into hers.
She doesn’t see it. She doesn’t understand what I’ve shown her. And my biggest fear is that soon...she will.
Book 10
I am a Master, all about control, and yet right now, facing great tragedy, I feel as if I have none. I find sanctuary in the one place I've promised I will never be again, but cannot seem to resist. Her arms.
I feel her hunger, taste her passion, as if this is her escape, too, as if she is running from something I do not know, burying it in this kiss. It calls to me, drives me to want more, tells me she does know loneliness. She knows pain and it is that pain that is bringing us here, to this moment. It's why me as Master and her as submissive do not matter. Why I crave every touch, every stroke of her tongue.
Book 11
"Chris and I have faced our demons and bared our souls to one another in Paris. Now that we are back home in San Francisco, I want to believe that nothing can tear us apart. Not Ava's accusations against me to the police, or Chris's fear that he will destroy me as he feels he did Amber. And not Mark, who was once too intimately a part of our lives, and who I can see crumbling inside out. He believes he is invincible, just as I want to believe Chris and I are invincible. We have to be invincible. We need each other too much for any other ending."
Book 12
I have lost who I used to be, letting guilt and heartache define who I am, letting darkness control me. Only one woman has seen what no one else has seen in me: the man I do not wish to exist. His lack of control led to tragedy, and I cannot allow that to happen again. But even as she offers ease, she challenges me like no woman ever has—and my hunger for her has driven me to the edge of sanity. But no more. She is about to find out that the Master has returned…
Book 13
Being that person, that man, is how I define myself, how I allow the rest of the world to define me as well. And now, with a terrible loss shredding me inside out and someone trying to destroy my family to punish me, control is more important than ever. It is everything. It is what I need. It is all I need. Or maybe I just need…her.
Book 14
Sara and Chris have fled to Paris to escape the aggressive reporters covering an explosive scandal. But a long-time heartache from Chris’s past awaits him there, and he finally allows Sara in fully as he shares his darkest secrets with her. Seeking peace, they spend some time at his chateau in the countryside, planning their Valentine’s Day wedding, then return to Paris for a magical Christmas. And when they finally head home to San Francisco, other broken connections from their lives are made whole again. Healing finally seems within reach…until a surprise visitor right before the wedding throws Sara into turmoil. Will they ever be totally free of their pasts?